Are we there yet???

What IF: A Portrait of Infertility

You just have to...LAUGH

O.M.G that is all I can say about the day I have had today! 


I woke up still sick and feeling sorry for myself, I dragged myself to work and lasted a whole of 2 hours when my boss told me to go home. On my way home I remembered that hubby had relocated my house keys over the weekend and this morning I couldn't find them. Not to worry he would come home earlier than he normally does...but not 10 am early!


As I pulled up to the house I sat in the car trying to think of a way to break in.... I decided to break in through one of the windows....well that took me 20 minutes, and may I add not easy to do with 8 cm heels!


I hoisted myself up and through the window...went straight into the bathroom had a shower, chucked on a singlet and my pj pants with socks...stuff the bra!


About 10 minutes later i hear a knock on the door...'POLICE'... I stuck my head out the window and waved them over as the front door was deadlocked. I spent 5 minutes explaining to the police officers what had happened, not even a half smile cracked. One hoisted themselves through the window to come and check my licence. As I walked into the back room of the house all I could see was foam and stuffing everywhere. The dog were minding at the moment had torn apart my bucket chair pillow and spread it all through the house! Embarrassed was NOT the word. I showed the officer my licence and off he went back through the window whilst i just sat there looking at the mess in tears! 


So to sum it up.... felt sick...came home...no keys...broke in...neighbour called police...police questioned me...came through the window...stuffing and foam everywhere...I'm furious...showed licence...went to sleep.


NOW WHAT???????

Clomid

Well it's day 2 of you know what tomorrow...so I start my first dose of clomid. To be honest I am anticipating the awful side effects...just to prepare myself.


Just to make sure I keep busy I'm holding a children's designer clothing market stall up the central coast on Sunday, it's my second stall there so I hope it goes well!!!

Beautiful Bali

Me...drinking coffee Lawak...poo coffee

Volcano

Monkey at the Monkey Temple Ubud

Private beach 

Beautiful sunset from the amazing Rockbar

I'm B.A.C.K.....

Don't you just love jetlag? After a magical trip to Bali for 8 days I arrived back in Sydney at 7.30 am having just had a 15 minute catnap during a 6 hour flight. To make matters worst the line up at Sydney airport taxi rank is something I have never encountered in my life, and note to self I will organise a lift next time.


Anyway I will post more about my little trip later during the week... Having just had 15 minutes sleep, I got ready for our IVF appointment with Prof. I was a little disappointed to only find out a doctor from India would be seeing us today as she is here in Australia to work with him and learn new techniques to take back to India. Maybe it's the lack of sleep, but to tell you the truth I am bitterly disappointment that not only does he cost alot to see, but I only seem to see him in the last 5 minutes of the consult. Oh well..maybe as things progress in this journey will I have a consult solely with him.


All the test results came back..and we are all fine! Everything is working well for hubby and myself...so there is a bit of a question mark.


We have been given strict instruction to you know 2 days a week and more during the LH surge. I have been given a prescription of clomid which i have to take for the next 2 months...so FINGERS CROSSED. Our next appointment is in the first week of December unless we get those 2 big fat lines!


So that's it for me today, slightly grumpy and fatigued...I'm off to bed to dream of things to come...we hope.


xxxxxx